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Two inspiring videos • 8 Comments

Kirsty • April 15, 2009

Apologies for the lack of posting - as you may have guessed from my last big post, I've not been too well. I also got stuck in a cycle of perfectionism, the sort where I think, "ah, I absolutely must blog about such and such a thing next but oh dear, I can't until I take some photos or do some more research or until the planets are in the correct alignment!"

Sometimes I just get caught up in these mental loops and stay there until I realise that I'm stuck and do something to free myself - in this case, writing a very different blog post to the one I had planned. So here, to loosen me up and hopefully to inspire you, are two very different but connected videos about the nature of inspiration.

First of all, here's Susan Boyle performing on the reality TV show, Britain's Got Talent. Unfortunately, embedding is disabled, so you'll need to pop over to YouTube to watch it.

Secondly, here's a longer address by writer, Elizabeth Gilbert on the subject of genius, inspiration and creativity. It's twenty minutes but it's well worth your time.

I found this touching in a very different way - much of what she spoke about was deeply familiar to me as a creative person and I just loved the two anecdotes she relates. I've never been sure where I stand on the whole muse concept but I'm sure that we're all familiar with the 'where the hell did THAT come from' sensation when we're making our work.

I found this video on Denise Carkeek's excellent Melancholie Dreams blog. It's well worth a visit and do make sure you check out her wistful and haunting ceramics.

Bonfire • 10 Comments

Kirsty • March 23, 2009

The Wonderful Zoë was here all weekend helping me clear up the garden. I've been very exhausted and unwell this last week, so she did most of it and I pottered around slowly and directed operations.

On the Saturday night we had a bonfire, partly to celebrate the Spring Equinox but also to get rid of a pile of old wood that we'd been collecting up for months during our various declutterings.

I chopped back the huge rosemary bush, so we had piles of fresh branches to burn...

Kirsty Hall: Bonfire, March 09

...and they sent up plumes of aromatic smoke.

Kirsty Hall: Bonfire, March 09

There's something so primal and satisfying about a fire...

Kirsty Hall: Bonfire, March 09

...I liked the way it was constantly moving, although it made it hard to photograph.

Kirsty Hall: Bonfire, March 09

It was a very magical evening.

New Seeds • 17 Comments

Kirsty • March 13, 2009

Phew, the Exhibition Blues seem to be lifting - I told you they wouldn't last long. I'm still very physically exhausted and having to curtail my activities accordingly but my mood has thankfully improved.

I am currently planning my garden. This is the first year that I've experimented with sowing seeds and - fingers crossed - so far it seems to be working. I lost one tray of teeny tiny lobelias when Chiana knocked them over in her rush to attack next door's cat (he had dared to come and sit on the windowsill, the bounder!) but everything else is still miraculously alive.

Kirsty Hall: Seedlings, March 2009

Things are seeding and growing on the art front too.

While I was in London, I had an idea for a short daily project. I realised that I was missing The Diary Project and also wanted to challenge myself to just start something straight away instead of ruminating on it for months or years first!

So for the duration of March, I'm making a small object no larger than 10cm in any dimension every single day. These aren't necessarily high art or great sculpture but they are fun and a good way of experimenting with form and materials. And I'm enjoying doing a daily project again: I don't think I'd want to work this way all the time but it does often seem to benefit my practice. It feels a bit like a musician doing their scales.

Kirsty Hall: March Object No 2, March 2009

Kirsty Hall: March Object No 3, March 2009

It's not a requirement of the project that I make the objects with materials that are lying around the house but it seems to be the way it's going. I'm especially enjoying taking bits of rubbish and making art from them. So far I've used the wax from some BabyBel cheese, a bit of a plastic milk bottle, a torn up paper bag and the thick paper insert from a chocolate box (they're fabulous if you pull them apart because they're sort of corrugated inside).

Kirsty Hall: March Object No 5, March 2009

Kirsty Hall: March Object No 6, March 2009

Oh yes, and quite a lot of thread and yarn. I can't help it: thread is apparently still where my brain is at. In fact, I'm having to force myself not to use thread on every single one and to experiment with other materials.

Exhibition Blues • 4 Comments

Kirsty • March 5, 2009

Kirsty Hall: Pin Drawing at Prick Your Finger, London, Feb 2009

Alas, I have The Exhibition Blues, or more accurately The Post-Exhibition Blues.

This is a normal part of the creative process for me, although somehow it always takes me by surprise.

Here's how it goes. You finish a big piece of work or do a show and when it's over, you fall into a few days of lethargy, depression and general grumpiness with maybe a bit of "my art is really crap" thrown in. It's a documented phenomenon and I'm sure that many of my readers are already nodding their heads in recognition.

My Exhibition Blues are never a sign that a show has gone badly or that I am disappointed by it, in fact, I suspect it's the reverse and the larger and more successful the show, the harder the drop is afterwards. My art assistant, The Wonderful Zoë, says it like catching a great wave in surfing and hitting that perfect high and then suddenly the wave throws you back up on the beach and you just don't have the energy to swim out for the next one quite yet. And you look around and realise that you don't want to be on the damn beach and what's more, there's rubbish and dog shit on the sand!

It's not usually too bad for me - most times it's just a couple of days of 'blah' - but this time it's hit me like a ton of bricks. I am extremely weepy, depressed and being regularly savaged by my internal critics and demons, both artistic and personal. Apparently there is a lot of dog shit on this particular beach!

It's almost certainly because I was tired before I went to London and now I'm deep-down exhausted but I can safely say that I am NOT enjoying the process. Neither, I suspect, are my family, although as usual they are wonderfully patient and kind with me.

The temptation when faced with The Exhibition Blues is to throw myself into something new, and indeed I've been working on two projects since I got back from London - one brand new one and one fairly new one. However, in my experience it's also important to take a little time to recoup and rest. I know that I'll be OK soon; I just need to rest up, read some fun, unchallenging books, nap a lot and sit in the sunshine thinking happy thoughts about my garden. And in the meantime, I'm working away on a couple of fairly gentle projects.

As I slog through this little patch of pain, I just need to hold onto this knowledge that I am still working and that this feeling will soon pass. Ah, us artistic types - so prone to temperamental fits of the vapours!

Quick London update

Kirsty • February 28, 2009

Having a lovely but tiring time in London. Did some pinning yesterday afternoon, which was quiet but delightful as the sun was pouring in through the pins above my head. Rachael took a photo of me that I really like, normally I don't much like images of myself but I think this one has a very romantic and timeless quality.

Off to pin some more now while waiting for some internet friends from Ravelry to turn up. I feel a little sad to be taking the pins down today; they feel as if they belong here. Although I expect that the lovely people at Prick Your Finger will be finding little memorial pins in their floorboards for years to come!

Pin Ritual Opening • 6 Comments

Kirsty • February 24, 2009

Hey, what the hell happened to February? I know it's a short month but how is it possible that I'm going back to London to take down the Pin show this week? It only seems like five minutes since I put it up.

I've been meaning to blog about the exhibition opening at Prick Your Finger since it happened but for some reason I was finding this blog post very difficult to complete. It's only just occurred to me today that it's because I've been having a CFS crash since London. I've been exhausted, unmotivated, dizzy, getting frequent headaches and crucially, having immense trouble concentrating on words. But because it's not quite as dramatic as it used to be, it's become far easier for me to miss when I'm crashing. Ah, the joys of having a chronic condition - it's a constant education!

Anyway, the opening was pretty successful. Sadly Rachael from Prick Your Finger was ill and couldn't be there but Louise and Rosemary from the shop were wonderfully supportive and we had a lovely afternoon tea party with cake, biscuits and fine company.

Lots of people came, including some people I knew well (thank you, Dave and Daniel for your support) and several people whom I knew online but hadn't met before. I was particularly delighted to meet Felix from The Domestic Soundscape, whose work I greatly admire. I didn't know she was going to be there, so that was an exciting surprise. It was also fantastic to meet Katherine from Making A Mark and Mornington, whom I know from the wonderful LSG group on Ravelry.

Isn't this a fabulous drawing. It's by Johanna, whom I know from the Cafe Kino knitting group. I hadn't seen Johanna for a little while, so it was great to catch up and I was pleased to discover that she'd done a drawing of the event. I always love it when my work gets other people's creative juices flowing and there was a fair bit going on during the opening - as you can see from the drawing, at one point I was surrounded by crocheters.

The show also got some write-ups:
Abi from Craftycrafty.tv is a friend of Dave's. Dave is the best networker I know, his contact list is legendary and he's very generous at introducing people. I met Abi and her friend, Clare at Dave's book launch on the Thursday night and they were both kind enough to come along to the opening. Abi then wrote about the show.

Amelia's Magazine also did a fantastic write-up about the show. And my friend Camilla was kind enough to blog about it even though she couldn't come along. And Katherine mentioned the show in one of her weekly round-up posts.

If anyone else feels like passing on the word about the show, I'd be grateful because obviously I'd like as many people as possible to see it and it finishes this Saturday so it's your last chance to get along to see it.

Held To Account • 6 Comments

Kirsty • February 5, 2009

Ah, the dreaded tax return... thankfully, the problem I mentioned with my password was not a permanent one and I got my taxes in on time. I managed to do it in the early hours of last Friday morning; it turns out that if you wait until after midnight then the Inland Revenue website works just fine. Apparently my password wasn't a problem at all, the website had simply fallen down from exhaustion earlier that day. And really, who can blame it? I know from past experience that I am certainly not the only person who does my taxes right at the last minute.

According to the Inland Revenue's own figures, they hit peak numbers on Friday 30th January with 390,000 of us filing our taxes only a day before the deadline. It's a bad habit and I plan to be more organised about it next time around... but then I always say that and I bet those other 389,999 people do as well!

Seriously though, my current accounts are a bit of a shambles and I need to get my art assistant, The Wonderful Zoë, to sort me out. She's been self-employed for years and rolls her eyes at the organised chaos of my accounting 'system'.

I do keep all my receipts (ordered by month in small plastic folders) and all my bank statements (ordered by tax year) but I don't do two things that I should - I don't have a separate bank account for my art business (which makes doing my incomings an absolute nightmare) and I don't keep an accounts book. Both those things have always seemed like just too much of a bother when I rarely make any money at my art but I have decided that this year, it's time to tackle them for three reasons. Firstly, if I start making money in the future then it will be vital to have solid accounting practices already in place. Secondly, if I'm ever investigated by the Inland Revenue, my current practices might look suspicious when really it's just incompetence! And thirdly, it will make doing my taxes a whole lot easier and anything that stops me having a nervous breakdown at tax time is obviously A Very Good Thing: I know that my long-suffering family would certainly be grateful!

The current plan is that Zoë is going to bring one of her account books over for me to have a look at and then talk me through it and then I'm going to open a new bank account, move everything to where it should be and buy and start using an accounts book. Simple, no? My deadline for this is April, so that I can start the next tax year properly with all my new systems in place.

What sort of state are your accounts in? Do you do everything you 'should'? Finances can be a difficult and emotionally tense area for a lot of people and although I believe that artists are generally far more practical and grounded than most people give us credit for, we're certainly not immune to Head-In-The-Sand Syndrome when it comes to our accounts.

The Joy Of Snow • 8 Comments

Kirsty • February 3, 2009

Like much of Britain, I had a snow day yesterday.

Kirsty Hall: Winter Bench, Feb 2009

In actual fact, I was already taking the day off because it was my partner's birthday, so the snow was just a magical addition to an already special day rather than an excuse to bunk off.

Kirsty Hall: Winter Sky, Feb 2009

Having grown up in Yorkshire and Scotland I tend to scoff at the south of England's propensity to fall into utter disarray when it snows but I am still like a child when confronted with the beauty of a sudden snowfall. Living somewhere that gets very little snow makes it even more special.

Although I wasn't working yesterday, I couldn't resist dancing gleefully around the garden taking snowy photos in the dark. Fortunately this made my partner laugh with delight at me (always try to find a partner who finds your artiness endearing rather than annoying!)

This shot is technically terrible but I feel it captures the magic, silent 'otherness' of the snow.

Kirsty Hall: Snow at Night, Feb 2009

Oh, and I will finish writing up my London reviews shortly but I have a belated birthday cake to make first. As you can see, I'm still working on that life/art balance...

I’m back… • 6 Comments

Kirsty • January 30, 2009

Actually, I got back home on Monday evening but needed a couple of days to a) recover from London, b) catch up with everything at home and c) do my dratted tax return.

The later isn't going so well, I've done all the maths but the website won't recognise my password so I can't file it. Needless to say, I am not too happy about this since the deadline is on Saturday. And yes, I know I should have done it before now but since I can't do anything to fix the problem this evening, I've been sorting out my pictures from the show.

Here's Quiver hanging in the window of the shop.

Kirsty Hall: Quiver at Prick Your Finger, Jan 09

The inside of the shop is very colourful and busy...

...so my calm, white corner is quite a contrast.

Kirsty Hall: Pin Installation at Prick Your Finger, Jan 09

This was a comfortable chair to pin on - just the right height - and Pin Ritual looks lovely draped over it.

Kirsty Hall: Pin Ritual at Prick Your Finger, Jan 09

The wide window ledge is a perfect place for the Pin Stories folder, my bowl of pins, the comments book and the little leather and pin Touch Objects.

These pin drawings are two of my personal favourites...

...but these two monoprints with their pin, needle and thread imagery also proved popular.

That's it for now. If I can sort out the tax thing without having a nervous breakdown, I'll be back tomorrow with a proper update of some of my London adventures.

London Update • 12 Comments

Kirsty • January 23, 2009

Wow, London is hectic and exhausting. I am always amazed that anyone manages to live here but I know loads of people who absolutely thrive on it. Just traveling around tires me out but I expect if you live here, you get used to it. And I suspect that I always try to pack far too much in when I'm here: since Wednesday I've installed a show, meet up with several different friends, visited four art exhibitions and gone to a book launch party!

I arrived safely on Wednesday lunchtime and managed, with some difficulty, to drag my suitcase and a long and unwieldy art tube across London on the tube. I had planned to send the exhibition by courier but in the end, I decided that didn't feel safe to me and so I packed it all up and carried it. It wasn't too bad but I was very thankful to arrive at the space and be fed a sandwich and a much-needed cup of tea.

After I'd revived, I hung the show. I finished it all on the Wednesday afternoon just before my friend, Alice arrived to take me out for a cup of tea and a chat.

The show is installed in the window and the adjacent corner of the shop and I'm very pleased with how it looks. Quiver looks lovely in the window, really intriguing and mysterious from outside and all glittery and enticing once you get inside and can touch it.

I went back today to do my first session of pinning. I enjoyed sitting next to the window, partly concealed by Quiver and pinning away while the world went by. We had a few visitors but it was fairly quiet. It felt like a respite after several busy days. The shop is a delightful place to sit and pin - the walls are a riot of colour and texture with mostly British yarns from small producers and wonderful art yarns jostling with books, equipment and crazy kits for things like pink knitted beards! And Rachael, Louise and Rosemary who run the space couldn't be lovelier; the three of them have a genuine passion for art and textiles that I'm really enjoying.

Right, I'm off for a cup of herbal tea and an early night because tomorrow is probably going to be hectic.

Just a reminder: if you're in the London area, I shall be pinning at Prick Your Finger from 2 - 6pm tomorrow and I'd love to see you.